Day 19: Your favourite TVXQ related interview/variety show/etc. and why

[poppy_sky]

Their answers are hilarious! I love the sleeping-habits talk ^^ I haven't watched that many TVXQ variety shows to be honest. I'm a terrible fan but I just can't watch without subs and sometimes subbed videos are so hard to find ;_;



This entry was supposed to be happy you know? But shit happened today and yeah: you get emo entry! 8D

I cried today. It was over some stupid thing my aunt said but I was exhausted, I had a bad day (starting with my toast burning and getting 60 Calculus operations to solve for homework) and was not at my emotional greatest. It was an argument about where to put my school bag for god's sake! Eventually another aunt said something along the lines of "if she doesn't want to put it somewhere else then we can go to the upstairs sitting room" and I was pissed/hurt because I wanted to be there with my aunts and they were basically saying that they didn't want me there. They probably didn't mean that and I could've handled that much better but like I said, I was high-strung with school and crap so I snapped, and before I knew it I was kicking the wall and crying (because I'm cool like that ...NOT.)

I gave you the short version because I've told this story three times already and it's kind of long ^^;

And then after crying my eyes out and being miserable for some minutes. I thought I was alright. Then I decided it would be a great time to tell my mom I ordered stuff from YesAsia. She said I should stop buying those things and save up money. And I'm like "what for?" because I only spend money on k-goodies and she was like "for your trip to Boston" and I was like "what trip? I don't even know if I'm going". Because seriously, when your dad tells you that there's a possibility that the whole family could go to China next summer you forget about Boston and Cancun and any other school trip. I also would like to go to Japan on the summer so ...I obviously prefer that over Boston. I don't know how I'm going to go and stuff that's why I'm so adlfkajslfjdsfklsjf right now. But, going back to the money bit: I hate it when my mom says that. My mom basically thinks I'm throwing my money away because she's never fangirled in her life. NEVER. But she does like all that illuminated new way to look at religion sort of thing and will spend thousands on spiritual workshops and useless (from my point of view) books. Now, I never say anything about it to her and support her if she wants to do that, but WHY CAN'T I HAVE MY OWN FORM OF FANATISM? I seriously don't have anywhere else to spend my money at. I don't go out that muchand I don't need to buy my clothes and stuff because my parents pay for my clothes. The other thing I could spend them in would be getting Wii games and I think the Wii ...well, it sucks. It killed my Smash Bros. and it has so many faulty things it's not even funny. I would love to get Mario Galaxy II but I'm not paying a thousand pesos for some game that could get fucked up anytime. It's not like I have my Wii in my house anyway. It's apparently my nephew's second console (I'm so pissed about that) because it is at my grandma's because my cousin took it away and now he doesn't play it anymore but my nephew does. They never give it back and ..../rages.

Once I finish the meme I'll post the pics (from China) ok guys? Sorry for the wait, it's a promise this time!  ^^ 

And sorry for the long emo/raging post. I want to chew on traffic light poles right now from how stressed-out I am :(