![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Entry tags:
Day 19: Your favourite TVXQ related interview/variety show/etc. and why
Their answers are hilarious! I love the sleeping-habits talk ^^ I haven't watched that many TVXQ variety shows to be honest. I'm a terrible fan but I just can't watch without subs and sometimes subbed videos are so hard to find ;_;
This entry was supposed to be happy you know? But shit happened today and yeah: you get emo entry! 8D
I cried today. It was over some stupid thing my aunt said but I was exhausted, I had a bad day (starting with my toast burning and getting 60 Calculus operations to solve for homework) and was not at my emotional greatest. It was an argument about where to put my school bag for god's sake! Eventually another aunt said something along the lines of "if she doesn't want to put it somewhere else then we can go to the upstairs sitting room" and I was pissed/hurt because I wanted to be there with my aunts and they were basically saying that they didn't want me there. They probably didn't mean that and I could've handled that much better but like I said, I was high-strung with school and crap so I snapped, and before I knew it I was kicking the wall and crying (because I'm cool like that ...NOT.)
I gave you the short version because I've told this story three times already and it's kind of long ^^;
And then after crying my eyes out and being miserable for some minutes. I thought I was alright. Then I decided it would be a great time to tell my mom I ordered stuff from YesAsia. She said I should stop buying those things and save up money. And I'm like "what for?" because I only spend money on k-goodies and she was like "for your trip to Boston" and I was like "what trip? I don't even know if I'm going". Because seriously, when your dad tells you that there's a possibility that the whole family could go to China next summer you forget about Boston and Cancun and any other school trip. I also would like to go to Japan on the summer so ...I obviously prefer that over Boston. I don't know how I'm going to go and stuff that's why I'm so adlfkajslfjdsfklsjf right now. But, going back to the money bit: I hate it when my mom says that. My mom basically thinks I'm throwing my money away because she's never fangirled in her life. NEVER. But she does like all that illuminated new way to look at religion sort of thing and will spend thousands on spiritual workshops and useless (from my point of view) books. Now, I never say anything about it to her and support her if she wants to do that, but WHY CAN'T I HAVE MY OWN FORM OF FANATISM? I seriously don't have anywhere else to spend my money at. I don't go out that muchand I don't need to buy my clothes and stuff because my parents pay for my clothes. The other thing I could spend them in would be getting Wii games and I think the Wii ...well, it sucks. It killed my Smash Bros. and it has so many faulty things it's not even funny. I would love to get Mario Galaxy II but I'm not paying a thousand pesos for some game that could get fucked up anytime. It's not like I have my Wii in my house anyway. It's apparently my nephew's second console (I'm so pissed about that) because it is at my grandma's because my cousin took it away and now he doesn't play it anymore but my nephew does. They never give it back and ..../rages.
Once I finish the meme I'll post the pics (from China) ok guys? Sorry for the wait, it's a promise this time! ^^
And sorry for the long emo/raging post. I want to chew on traffic light poles right now from how stressed-out I am :(
no subject
Thanks for the hug <3333
no subject
aww bb :( /HUGS YOU
it's okay, we all have those days and sometimes...kicking the wall and crying is the best form of letting it all out. :)? ♥
hope you feel better ~
(omg 60 questions O____O)
no subject
/hugs back
I'll be fine ...on the weekend LOL. I hate school :(
(Yeah, they weren't hard though...)
no subject
I'm glad :) Same... :(
Lol that's a relief
no subject
no subject
no subject
There's no such thing as a terrible fan unless you put "anti" in front of it. ^^
Anyways, I'm really sorry about what's happening. ;o; I feel so bad every time I read an entry you write and I can't do anything to cheer you up. It pains me more that I can't even support you regularly now. (T___T) I know I've said this a couple million times already, but I hope happiness comes to you soon. ♥ You deserve it more than anyone else.
You shouldn't feel un-needed. D:<
It's probably random to add this in, but you're one of my most important and special friends online! In fact, I write to you more than I've ever written to anyone else irl and that's saying something since we haven't even known each other for more than a year or so. You make me smile more than anyone else. As cheesy as it may sound, I need you~ So don't cry too much, okay? :) I'm sure your aunts already feel guilty for leaving you to yourself.
Now do the sexy chin. ;D
You should buy whatever you want (while we're still young), Poppy. The whole point of money is to spend it on something you need or something you want. 8D And if you want the items on YesAsia more than anything else, then do what you desire until you're ready to start saving.
I want to play the Wii with you. *pout, pout*
PICTURES!!! \(*0*)/ I am afraid of html fail now. lmao
Poor bb~ Stressing so much. ;o; Hope things will look up. :-)
no subject
no subject
My classes are lonely and idiotic.
no subject
You're too sweet ^^ To be honest, your comments always make me smile, no matter what, so you are still cheering me up :D
There won't be crying anymore. It was so much that I felt un-needed but everything piled up and that was what finally made me explode. I need you too bb, if I could I would get a plain ticket to go visit you ♥
*does sexy chin* ;A; ...wait, lemme do that in real life. There. Now I feel epic.
I will spend money on TVXQ even if I have to starve! >:OO ...LOL, but to my defense, I DO save money ....until I have enough to buy TVXQ goodies XDDDU
That would be awesome ;_; though I am terrible at Wii games, I'm much better at GameCube games because I rarely play my Wii. My 8-year-old nephew beats me at Mario Kart D'X
LOL, you can try as many times as you need in my page don't worry~
Today has been better :]