poppy_sky: (HoMin)
[personal profile] poppy_sky
Pairings: JaeMin
Rating: NC-17
Warnings:boyxboy, and if you're really strict about the definition of incest then... incest.
Summary: Jaejoong is the oldest son but not the heir. Changmin wants nothing but his older brother’s approval. A bond stronger than blood binds them together and brotherly love develops into something more.
A/N: Last chapter of chibi-shinki. I'm not completely happy with it but oh well~

Dedicated to [livejournal.com profile] almightyflame





Ever since he could remember, Changmin had always been his Hyung’s shadow. He was always a step behind him, awing at everything his big brother did with childish wonder.

When Jaejoong started going to school Changmin remembered waking up just as one of the maids rapped on Hyung’s door and called for him to wake up. He would lay in bed waiting, ears strained to listen to the faint shuffling sounds inside the adjacent room.

Only after his big brother had passed his room to go downstairs would Changmin peel the covers away and pad on naked feet behind him. Jaejoong was already seated at the table, dressed in his pristine uniform with the starched collar and patent leather shoes, when Changmin made himself known, still dressed in his pajamas and holding a ragged teddy bear under his arm. The stuffed animal had a ‘J’ embroidered on its furry belly, signaling it belonged to his Hyung before Changmin claimed it as his; the matching teddy with a ‘C’ on its belly remaining forever forgotten inside his toy trunk.

Changmin would wait for a maid to approach the table, usually already carrying Jaejoong’s breakfast, to tug at the hem of her skirt—an unspoken signal to be lifted onto his seat.

Once seated, he watched Hyung eat while the latter ignored him, sleepy and grumpy as he was in the mornings. Cook placed a plate of scrambled eggs with toast in front of him, just as Hyung was slicing through his second pancake. That was the only thing Changmin did not admire of his brother; his taste for sugary foods.

After breakfast Jaejoong-Hyung was handed his school bag, already packed with his notebook, colored pencils and lunch. It was until he was at the door, the bag already slung over his shoulders and a foot already outside the house, that he would acknowledge Changmin.

“Bye-bye, Changmin-ah,” he said with a smile before running down the driveway.

“Bye-bye, Hyung!” Changmin would shout after his brother, running behind him until the end of the driveway where his Hyung would disappear from sight after crossing the forged iron gates.

And then came the daily scolding.

“Young master! You can’t run outside without shoes!”




Changmin still remembers the first time he saw his father strike Jaejoong.

It was his first day of school and everyone in the family woke up early that day. Eomma had walked into his room, dismissed the maids and dressed him herself. Once he was wearing his new uniform, Changmin noticed just how uncomfortable it was. The collar made the skin on his neck itchy and the climate was a little too stuffy for the thick jacket. How could Hyung wear it every day?

He must have been tugging at the collar because suddenly Eomma slapped his hand away.

“None of that. Your father is setting the camera downstairs,” she said, urging him down the stairs with a gentle press of her hand against his shoulder.

He tried not to pout when he was made to pose alone with his school bag and then with the whole family while Cook took the picture. Eomma’s slap had stung!

They had breakfast together. Appa was leafing through the daily paper while Eomma read a letter from one of her clubs. Changmin tried to ignore his discomfort long enough to eat, stealing glances at his Hyung from time to time and trying to figure out why he looked so unaffected.

Changmin was almost finished when Appa spoke.

“When you are done, wait in the car for me, Changmin-ah.”

Changmin became scandalized at his father’s words.

“But Appa, I want to walk to school like Jaejoong-Hyung!”

His father shot a look at Jaejoong who ducked his head, pretending not to notice as he shoveled strawberries into his mouth.

“Okay then. Jaejoong, you’ll be walking your brother to school,” he said before returning to his newspaper.

Changmin smiled in glee; however, his Hyung dropped his fork on his plate with a loud clank.

“But Appa—“ he started, clearly annoyed by the new situation.

“You will not disobey me, Jaejoong,” his father said sternly, and Changmin watched as his brother’s shoulders slumped down in defeat.

“No, sir,” Hyung responded reluctantly.

After breakfast, Changmin followed Jaejoong to the door. The foreign weight of his school bag against his back was exhilarating as they walked down the driveway and onto the forged iron gates.




They walked in silence for a few minutes. Once the house was out of view, Jaejoong-hyung suddenly stopped and Changmin almost crashed into him. Turning around, his Hyung checked if no one was watching him before addressing Changmin.

“Listen, I can’t be seen arriving to school with you. I will keep walking and you will count until ten before following me, understand?” he commanded, his hands on top of Changmin’s shoulders. “Don’t get any closer than that, and don’t get lost, okay?”

Changmin nodded, his face scrunching up in confusion. Why couldn’t he just walk next to Hyung? That was stupid.

Even so, he counted until ten before following his Hyung and he tried to keep his distance, pausing mid-step whenever he got too close to allow his brother to walk a little farther ahead.

His Hyung stopped at a white house, not as big as theirs but with a nice tended garden and a car in the drive way. A boy about his Hyung’s age came running out the door and greeted Jaejoong-hyung with a weird handshake before his eyes found Changmin.

“Who is the lost puppy?” he asked, amusement laced with irritation palpable in his voice.

“My little brother,” Jaejoong drawled as he rolled his eyes.

The action did not go unnoticed by Changmin who looked down at the floor, his ears burning. Since when was Hyung embarrassed of him?

The boy sniggered. “I have one of those; he doesn’t go to school yet though.”

Jaejoong shrugged and grabbed his friend’s sleeve.

“Let’s go, Yoochun-ah,” he said.

Changmin had no choice but to follow them as they walked away, counting until ten before doing so.

The streets grew more crowded the closer they got to the downtown part of the city. Changmin had trouble to follow his Hyung, sometimes falling so far back that he had to run between people and carts to find him again.

He took a moment to catch his breath after running the length of the whole street with his small legs. He was already sweating and he closed his eyes to wipe his face clean of moisture with his sleeve.

It must have been a second too long because when he opened his eyes his Hyung was nowhere to be seen. He ran in the direction he had last seen his Hyung but he was no longer there.

He turned around, thinking that if he made it back home quickly he could still be taken to school in the car. He looked up and down the street; then he ran back to the corner. Panic settled like a hot stone in his stomach when he realized he could not recognize his surroundings.




It had started to rain by the time Appa’s driver found him. He had found refuge under the slanted roof of a butcher’s shop, fighting for space amongst those without an umbrella. It was already dark out and his stomach rumbled, his lunch long since consumed hours ago.

Tears finally began to fall down his face when he spotted the familiar man coming his way with an umbrella. He wailed loudly when the driver picked him up and walked him back to the car.

Once inside, a coat was draped over his drenched shoulders and it was only then when he noticed Appa was in the car as well. Pressed against his father’s side, Changmin cried the whole ride home.

The moment he stepped into the house Changmin was wrapped in a tight hug. Eomma took off Appa’s coat, replacing it with a warm towel while she ordered the maids to prepare a bath for him and for Cook to make him some chicken soup.

Appa walked past them and over Eomma’s shoulder Changmin saw as he grabbed Jaejoong-hyung by the collar and dragged his struggling brother into his office.

Eomma picked him up, still wrapped in the towel, and carried him towards the stairs. He twisted around when they passed by his father’s office, cranking his neck to look.

In his fury, Appa must have forgotten to close the door because it was partially opened, the warm light from the lamps casting shadows on the two figures inside.

Just before Eomma took him away, Changmin was able to see Appa’s hand connect with Hyung’s cheek; his brother falling to the floor from the blow.

Changmin realized that had most likely hurt more than Eomma’s slap that morning.




That night Changmin tiptoed to his brother’s room. Jaejoong had been sent upstairs with no dinner and would stay grounded until Appa said so.

He pulled the door open slowly so it would not creak and stepped inside Hyung’s dark room. He could barely see the dark lump on the bed but he knew his Hyung was there.

“Jae-Hyung?” he whispered as soon as he reached the bed.

The lump shifted and then the room was bathed in soft light coming from his Hyung’s bedside lamp. Changmin’s eyes widened in shock when he saw the swollen cheek, the hand-shaped red mark against porcelain skin, and the trails of dried tears on his Hyung’s face.

“Changmin-ah,” mumbled Jaejoong, sleepily. “Are you okay?”

Changmin looked at his Hyung like he had grown another head. Hyung was the one that got hit by Appa, not him!

Changmin nodded.

“I didn’t mean to lose you,” his Hyung explained.

“I’m sorry,” Changmin apologized without thinking. It made his brother smile though, so it was okay.

“Do you want to stay here tonight?” Jaejoong offered and Changmin beamed up at his brother. Rarely would Hyung allow him to sleep with him no matter how much he begged so Changmin was not going to waste such an opportunity.

“Yes!” Changmin squealed, already climbing onto the bed.

“But don’t cling to me!” Jaejoong warned.

It was too late, however, when Changmin’s arms had already snaked around one of his own.

Date: 2012-05-13 07:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anna6285.livejournal.com
omg
changmin is so adorable i wanna just squish him to death
<3

Date: 2012-05-13 10:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
He wouldn't appreciate that LOL

Date: 2012-05-13 08:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tvfxqluvz02.livejournal.com
adorable Minnie~

I wonder why Jaejoong doesn't seems to like Changmin~ and the walk to school was long...and tbh I did blame Jaejoong a little to lose Changmin like that~

Changmin admire his hyung too much, I wonder would it be the same after he grown up...looking forward to next chap

Date: 2012-05-13 10:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Kids will never admit to loving their siblings! Especially in front of their friends :)

Date: 2012-05-13 08:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crazyaboutyou44.livejournal.com
awww... Changmin's love for his brother is so cute <3
I remember my childhood when I had problems almost every day because of my little brother. OTL I'm glad that Jaejoong didn't hold a grudge against his brother for getting lost and even asked for forgiveness. He's a good kid ^^

Date: 2012-05-13 10:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
When no one is looking Jaejoong actually likes his brother *nods*

Date: 2012-05-13 09:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] almightyflame.livejournal.com
Aish Jaejoong is such a klutz, everyone knows that you should never leave a kid out of your sight. Stupid pride of his, now look what he got u.ú
At least he doesn't hate him or something for being hit, after all it also wouldn't be fair.
It's so nice to see Changmin being so innocent and cute! It's like the calm before the storm because we all know how he's going to be when he grows up @_@
I liked it a lot ;3

Date: 2012-05-13 10:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Jaejoong here is a kid himself so....

That part was the one I had trouble writing. I didn't know if I wanted Jae to hate Min or not hehehe~

He'll be the Changmin we all hate to love ;D

Date: 2012-05-13 09:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anamanam.livejournal.com
This is sooooooooo cute.In all the other jaemin fics i have read before minnie has always been snarky and cold but in this fic he is very warm-hearted and adorable.
After minnie's birth i guess jae was ignored by his parents that is why he seems quite detached from them, but i am sure little minnie will make his jae hyung happy again:D

Date: 2012-05-13 10:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Most children are like that, even if they grow up to be snarky bastards hahaha.

He was ignored to a certain degree because even if he wasn't adopted his brother was still little and needed more attention.

Jae is around nine during this chapter and it's when kids start thinking that being close with their family is embarrassing....

Date: 2012-05-13 09:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] whatifgirl86.livejournal.com
Changmin is too cute. Poor Jaejoong though, I could only see his father treating him worse as the years pass. Kind of sad this is the last chibi Jaemin, but can't wait to see how they turn up.

Really enjoyed this chapter^_^

Date: 2012-05-13 10:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
His father isn't cruel. If you can tell this story is not set in the modern times so it's natural for parents to strike their children.

Hell, even I got a couple slaps here and there... and well, he DID lose his brother when his father instructed him to take Changmin to school XD

Date: 2012-05-13 09:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] marchstrous.livejournal.com
Qhgadjrertjkjgferytrerhjki!!! Is currently in a coma due to cuteness overload +_+ out of every dongbang pairing, baby!Jaemin is the most adorbs, idk I just love Jae going all hyung on Changmin, coz no matter how persistent the younger on denying it, we all know that he loves the attention :3

Can't wait to see Jae's reaction when Min's all grown up! We all know how he evolves from a cute baby to the sexiest man ever.

Thanks for the update! Luvre~

Date: 2012-05-13 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
It's nice having someone looking up to you at that age when one is usually looking up to other people ne?

I love baby!Jaemin too. They are like real siblings hehe.

Thanks for reading ♥

Date: 2012-05-13 09:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gunduzdusu.livejournal.com
awww changminnie is too cute ^^ little min following his hyung like an obedient puppy reminds me my sister when she had started school ^^

JaeMin is soooo cute ^^

hope u update soon ^^

Date: 2012-05-13 10:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
That must've been fun. I only have one brother and he's only a year younger so we basically did everything together...

I'll probably update in a day or two :)

Date: 2012-05-13 10:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rikuma.livejournal.com
this is so sweet!!!
the way changmin adores every little thing that his brother did is just knvjbfvnfdhvbvnuvn...huhu..-_-"
but anyway why isn't jaejoong warming up to his brother already...huhu...
but poor oblivious changmin is fine with everything his brother did...:)

Date: 2012-05-13 10:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Because they are children! Children just don't say they love their siblings X)

Try to revert years of adoration over one incident hehehe, of course Min will still get starry-eyed when he sees Jae.

Date: 2012-05-13 10:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dulanis.livejournal.com
Poor Jae. But he shouldn't have left Changmin like that. This is so cute :)

Date: 2012-05-13 10:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
When faced with their friend's disapproval children tend to make stupid decisions....

Date: 2012-05-13 12:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hhazellee.livejournal.com
minnie is so adorable and he adores jaejoong so much, huh? ;]

i kinda mad at jae behaving like that towards changmin until the boy got lost, but i know he didn't mean it, poor him when Appa hit his cheek T_T though i'm expecting anger from him to minnie because of him he got hit by appa after all D:

but, why the parents should do different between the boys? maids helping jae on his first school day while Eomma for changmin's, Appa offered to drive minnie while jae had to walk to school, and taking pictures for changmin but not jaejoong... jaejoong must be sad and feel like being ignored :(

sadly this is the last chap of chibi version, though i want to see more of adorable! chibi jaemin :D
keep up the good work n update soon ^^

Date: 2012-05-13 10:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Because Jae loves Min even if he would never admit it and he was worried as well. Jae is a very mature child when he wants to be :)

I thought that might cause some confusion. Jaejoong also got Eomma helping him on his first day but the days after that it was the maids... and, well this was going to go on the next chapter but I guess I better explain it now. Jae did get the car offered to him as well but he didn't want it (details later!).

I'll probably update really soon, wait for it!

Date: 2012-05-13 12:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] abcdefghiluvyou.livejournal.com
cute update :) those brothers melt my heart<333
i am a bit uneasy about their father though... :/

update soon<33

Date: 2012-05-13 10:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
The father sounds nasty right now but he isn't so bad.

I'll update in two or three days :)

Date: 2012-05-13 01:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dione-8.livejournal.com
Huaaa I love it, I love it, I love it!! ><
Changmin so clingly, and Jaejoong...huaaaa I hope Changmin be so possessive to his Hyung ><

Pleaseee update soon :)

Date: 2012-05-13 10:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
I think you'll enjoy the next chapters then hehehe.

I will!

Date: 2012-05-13 02:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mangobeannie.livejournal.com
OMO. I'm loving this fic.
Imma stalk this from now on. xD
Min is so innocent and cute.
Jae is cool but keeping a distance from Min.
Again, I Love this. <3

Date: 2012-05-14 07:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
More stalkers yay~ \o/

Date: 2012-05-13 02:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_fujitsu_/
ahhh.. oh my Gackt, Changminnie is sooo adorable~
hehehhe... wondering, what will happened with then when they become adult~

pls, update soon!

Date: 2012-05-13 03:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3uromanc3r.livejournal.com
This slightly older Jaejoong is still so cute, it's amusing how he tries really hard to look cool in front of his best friend or his school mates!

I liked the last scene with them sleeping in the same bed, they seem close despite Jaejoong's attempts to hide it in public! : D

Date: 2012-05-14 07:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Of course children that age just have to look cool in front of their friends! hehehe.

It was mostly like that with my brother. At home we played together but outside... we didn't know each other hahahaha.

Date: 2012-05-13 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jaceni.livejournal.com
Oh wow, poor Jae. T_T And I'm so happy he wasn't mad at Min for getting hit. Jae is definitely a nice brother, but with issues for sure. Can't wait for the next part. ^_^

Date: 2012-05-14 07:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
No issues! That is just a kid his age being ...a kid his age! XD

Date: 2012-05-14 05:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hollyhockyuu.livejournal.com
At first I was like... why Jae? But then I remembered the age that they have, kids are always like that at that age. I was like that, but now my brother is the light in my eyes (Since I don't have a 'special one', he is probably the most important people for me right now), I'm loving this fanfic.

Date: 2012-05-14 07:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Yup, my brother and I played together at home but outside we acted as if we were the 'only child' LOL.

You must have a nice relationship with your brother. My brother and I just barely acknowledge the other's existence (unless he's in a "I'm going to bruise you all over"-mood OTL).

Date: 2012-05-14 08:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hollyhockyuu.livejournal.com
Well, I'm 23 now and he is 18 we are not kids anymore n_n but we used to be like that.

Date: 2012-05-14 10:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shriya-4.livejournal.com
Haha I remember something like this happening when I was a kid. My poor brother got smacked for losing me too.

Oh, and I'm like totally loving this fic. Update as fast as you can.

Date: 2012-05-14 03:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Really? XD I feel sorry for your brother.


I'm glad you're loving it!

Date: 2012-05-14 03:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dorkii-simba.livejournal.com
your summary happened to lure me into this mess and now...omfg jaejoong and changmin *squishes and cuddles*

changmin is such an adorable little boy. daw jae is so cruel but it's kind of funny - what he did to min would've been something i would do to my sister (when we were kids) :P. ♥
this is really good so far. :D ♥ i really can't wait for the next chapter. :D thanks for sharing!

Date: 2012-05-14 03:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Now I must treat my summary to dinner tonight for doing a good job luring the readers ;D


I was never so mean to my brother but I'm getting interesting sibling-stories in the comments hahaha.

Thanks for reading and commenting bb ^^

Date: 2012-05-14 04:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ae-yeon.livejournal.com
Awww.. young Changmin is soo cute and clingy!!
He really loves his bro!
I wonder why Jae doesnt want ppl to know he has a younger bro..
At least he still cares of Min somehow or rather..

Date: 2012-05-17 07:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
Well, he did tell Yoochun Changmin was his brother...

And kids that age usually don't want to be seen with their siblings or acting like they care about them :)

Date: 2012-05-15 01:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magalix3.livejournal.com
i'm really not liking the dad >:|

Date: 2012-05-17 07:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poppy-sky.livejournal.com
He's not so bad lol ^^

Date: 2013-01-06 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soft-daisy.livejournal.com
“Bye-bye, Changmin-ah,” he said with a smile before running down the driveway.
Really love the bits and pieces we get of Changmin and Jaejoong talking. On one hand, I'm probably excited just because Changmin seems to adore Jaejoong. And on the other hand, despite the circumstances, it makes me glad and it feels more realistic that Jaejoong cares about Changmin.

haha, Changmin choosing Jaejoong's old teddy bear over his own and wanting to walk to school with Jaejoong :D Cannot wait until they get older to see where this relationship will go.

Love how you write it so that all this sweetness is woven into Jaejoong's past and relationship with their father/family. I've said it so many times, but it feels real and I can picture it in my head. ^^ ♥ Thank you for writing!

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